[27 Dec 2005|12:13am] Edit, I went back to livejournal.com/~__teen__heat/ Add Or Read post comment

[23 Dec 2005|12:30am] Okay, I had so much fun at school today 1 comment|post comment

[21 Dec 2005|07:34pm] These tears are just onion eyes This heart is just broken This body is a break room where burnouts are smoking This body is a break room where the burnouts are smoking I'm a hugeeeeeeeeeeee stressball 2 comments|post comment

[18 Dec 2005|07:25pm] [ music | Bayside - Don't Call Me Peanut ] This week is gonna be insane with last minute things, timing, cooking, shopping, cleaning. I was sick all weekend, Thank you. [edit] tons of school work. post comment

[17 Dec 2005|12:22pm] I'm gonna sleep all day, honestly. post comment

[16 Dec 2005|11:35pm] This shit is dead. 2 comments|post comment

Grass comin' up on top of the street, there's gotta be somethin' underneath [11 Dec 2005|07:36pm] [ music | Bear vs Shark - What A Horrible Night For A Curse ] I want it to be friday morning again, 6:50am to be exact. It's amazing how much I hate this school routine. and the same thing every weekend. 2 comments|post comment

[08 Dec 2005|10:38pm] RIP 12/30 - 2 comments|post comment

[06 Dec 2005|09:36pm] for christmas 87$ post comment

[06 Dec 2005|07:40am] no snow? "the weather channel" are a bunch of morons. 2 comments|post comment

[05 Dec 2005|07:23am] I practically froze yesterday picking out a tree, I was just getting over my cold too. So now I have a cold and I'm freezing; still. 5 day week of school. (-) ++++headaches, i think are migranes post comment

[03 Dec 2005|05:18pm] fuck you migraine post comment

[02 Dec 2005|02:23pm] I just left school at the beginning of my 2nd to last class, with mike. Walked all the way from Washington to Obal. I couldn't be there anymore. Today was good though. I'm reading The Catcher In The Rye, It's getting better. I have a lot of history homework for the weekend, I might go out with Liz tonight, thats if I feel like it. I dont know what I want for Christmas. 1 comment|post comment

It's nothing personal you're an embarassment [28 Nov 2005|07:53pm] Today, School sucked. I need a vacation. After I went to see Harry Potter, It was good. Then got chinese food. Thanksgiving was OK, game. After I stopped by Sara's for alittle. Friday was THH's first show. They did good. I realized the reason I don't go to shows anymore, I thought the scene was dead? I had a lot of fun. I got there with Kristen and Patrice. Met up with a lot of people, that I haven't seen. Then Liz and Sam came! Gamed with Liz, Sam, Bid, and Justin. Got chicken, Partyed at Anthony's after. I love those people. Nothing else. I guess you can say, Life is normal. post comment

[27 Nov 2005|02:20pm] You don't know that I care what happens to you, And I know that you care for me. So I don't feel alone, Or the weight of the stone, Now that I've found somewhere safe To bury my bone. post comment

[19 Nov 2005|11:37am] [ music | Depeche Mode - John The Revelator ] I miss August. I didn't go to work. Theres a shit load of chinese food left from lastnight. 2 comments|post comment

[15 Nov 2005|03:54pm] [ music | Alkaline Trio - Time to Waste ] I finally got Sam Goody orientation 5-7. Thank God I really need money. Anyone no where I can get some black pants? 2 comments|post comment

[12 Nov 2005|02:34pm] Yesterday I found out, my moms good friends son died in a car accident. The son, Dominick was driving with his sisters boyfriend. Dominick died and the boyfriend is in a coma. It happened on 28 on the way back from Oakland, the car somehow fell under a truck. He was 21. This morning I went to the mass at 9:30 in passaic. The casket came in carried in by his friends followed by his mother, sisters, aunt, former girlfriend and whoever else. It was so sad. One friend who was carrying the casket was crying out loud. The mass wasnt too bad, because of course the priest was terrible. During the whole thing, I wasnt to sad or anything, I was just thinking how terrible it is, I mean it could happen to anyone and observing the sisters, how they must feel. My sisters 23, I don't know what I would if God forbid something happened. The one sister was histerical, I would be the same. I havent been to many funerals, and most of the funerals I should've went to, I didn't because I'm too emotional. But it seems like I always take in every other person I know dying so terrible, and horrific but I never imagine myself being in this position some day, and it scared me. At the end, his former girlfriend went up to say a few words. I didn't know he had a girlfriend so I think the whole church bursted in tears when she went up. She described him in her eyes, and read a poem that she wrote 3 years ago when they first started dating that he loved. I think she was his fiance because she kept saying "when we got married". Later on his aunt from austraila said a few words in polish but I didn't pay attention because I was too choked up from the speech before. His mother was in Austraila at her sisters house, during the accident. Came in lastnight at 11pm, and didnt attend the wake. There was a huge line of cars going to the cemetary, I didn't think I would go but I did to sum it up. Sitting were the family members, and the girlfriend. The mom seemed like she was crying, more in a state of shock the whole time. The priest. Later on we put flowers on the casket I was more in front, so I saw everyones reaction. It was bad. One of his friends was crying hysterically. When his sister went up the casket, I think she broke down in tears kneeling by the casket. When everyone scattered to the cars, I think I really saw how sad people were, Everyone I went by was fluttered in tears. I'm sure it wouldnt be so sad, if he wasnt 21. He was buried on top of his father, who died alittle less then 4 years ago. I got my glasses, and now I'm just in a state of shock. I can't seem to concentrate on anything, because it's just in my head. I wouldn't know what to do if I was the mom in that situation or any of the sisters. Looking into your son's/brother's room, knowing you have to clean it out. R.I.P. Dominick Kimera :( 2 comments|post comment

[04 Nov 2005|07:22am] I'm really sick, and its not like I can miss school; because of the million of things that are due monday; and its not like this weekend is going to be good because of it. I finally came around to listen to new Coheed, after having it since August. I have an eyedoctor? appointment after school today. Since the doctor said my vision is fair. As soon as some kind of cold air comes in.... I'm sick. 3 comments|post comment

[29 Oct 2005|11:25pm] [ music | The Decemberists - Here I Dreamt I Was An Architect ] Hello? Is this shit dead? Anyway, shits been cool lately. Really cold, I really don't recall it to ever be this cold in October. So Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas. Sweet. Moody feelings=lame. Reply with your name and I'll respond with... 1. Something random about you. 2. What song/movie reminds me of you. 3. A flavor of jello in which I will wrestle with you. 4. Something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. My first memory of you. 6. What animal you remind me of. 7. Something that I've always wondered about you 10 comments|post comment

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